It's been a while

Wow almost a month. It's been all I could do to watch Willow at night and go to work in the day.  Doesn't seem like a  lot but it wears me down. I have been pretty sick this past month not sure why but it seems to be better. I am losing my hair a lot of hair. It freaks me out. I am to vain to be bald, maybe. I had a lot to start with, maybe just the grey will fall out ha. I am hanging tough one day at a time still sick of being sick and limited but I know it won't always be like this there is an end it seems like a long ways a way but it is closer every day