4:30 sunday am

Back to the sleepless nights. o yea!!. One of the thing that just drives me crazy is the unpredictability of this medicine. Sometimes I take it and I have no side effects. Other times I get real sick right away or two days later. Sometimes I sleep really good, other times I am up at 4:30 am typing. I don;t know what the variables are that make the difference. Never knowing what to expect really makes it hard to plan for the day.

On the brighter side I have taken 21 shots almost half way there  I can hardly believe that. Time flys when you shoot poison in your body (ha HA). 

Any way thanks for all your thoughts and prayers they help!!!!

It's been a while

Wow almost a month. It's been all I could do to watch Willow at night and go to work in the day.  Doesn't seem like a  lot but it wears me down. I have been pretty sick this past month not sure why but it seems to be better. I am losing my hair a lot of hair. It freaks me out. I am to vain to be bald, maybe. I had a lot to start with, maybe just the grey will fall out ha. I am hanging tough one day at a time still sick of being sick and limited but I know it won't always be like this there is an end it seems like a long ways a way but it is closer every day