Sleepless

This drug is so weird or the side effects  are at least so unpredictable I have been doing well sleeping but now all of a sudden tonight the men with little bats are back and I am in terrible pain and can't sleep. And it pisses me off. I have only 35 shots left I don't find out for two weeks how it is working I think I will be much more happy and less stressed then to have it confirmed that this stuff is working.  Ok off to watch mindless TV and try to bore myself to sleep

Wow fast three weeks

 It has been 3 weeks or so  since I have written any thing. The two shots before this last one went really well I hardly got sick at all. This last one was rough again I go back to the doctor on the 6-5-08 to get my 3 month check up. Then I will know if this stuff is working then I ll either keep going for 8 more months or we will look at other options if it is not working.

I think it is working I can feel this bad for nothing to be working

Thanks for all the prayers!!!!!